LIFE & IT SUCKS | whiitetiiger's Blog

I SWEAR TO GOD I DONT GET NOT 2 DAYS IN A ROW WITH OUT HURTING, I SIMPLY CANT STAND THIS SHIT ANYMORE, ALL I DID WAS GO TO MEIJER TO GET MILK AND CREAMER AND TOOTHPASTE NOT MUCH MORE AND I COULD HARDLY HET IT IN THE HOUSE AND I HURT EVERYWHERE NOW. I CANT TAKE THIIS SHIT ANYMORE I CANT TAKE MORE MEDS CUZ THENI WILL RUN OUT AND I AM SO SICK OF BEING IN THAT BED OFMINE I WNAT TO BURN IT BUT ICANT DO THAT EITHER ITS A 4 TOUSAND DOLLAR CRAFTMATIC BED DAMN WISH I STILL GOT HIGH I WOULD BLAST IT OUT TONIGHT

THEY ARE COMING TO FIX MY TV THIS COMING MONDAY FOR SOME REASON I CAN NOT TURN THE DAMN THING ON EITER FROM THE CHANGER FOR TV OR THE CABLE CHANGER 42 INCH FLAT SCREEN BARAND NEW AND I CANT COME OUT TO LIVING ROOM AND WATCH IT, NOW THAT BUMBES ME OUT U SPEND ALL THAT MONEY ANDWITH IN A YR IT PULLS THAT. I HAVE IT WARANTIED UNTIL2010 BUT NOW THAT I HAV USED IT I DONT GET  HELF THE MONEY BACK WHICH COST 400 TO GET THE DAMN INSURANCE SO THERE IS 200 OUT THE DOOR. OH WELL SHIT HAPPENS I USE TO SAY AND THEN YOU DIE BUT SINCE MY MOM PASSED I NEVER SAY THAT ANYMORE IT BOTHERS ME TO SAY IT

THERE IS SOME GOOD NEWS TODAY LAST NIGHT MY SON CAME OVER TO WATCH FOOTBALL WITH ME AND I ASKED IF HE WOULD GO GET US SOMETHING TO EAT AND I WAS LOOKING 4 MY CAPITAL ONE CREDIT CARD AND COULDNT FIND AND I LOOKED BEHIND MY CHECK BOOK TO SEE IF IT WAS THERE AND I FOUND 150 BUCKS YEEEE HAAAAA. CREDIT CARD HAS TO BE REPLACED AND I HAVE TO HAVE SOME 24.95 TAKEN OFF, SO SOMEBODY GOT IT, NO BIG DEAL SAVE ME SOME MONEY FOR ABOUT 2 WEEKS, LOL HUSBAND CALLS ME OTHER DAY AND SAYS I CAN ONLY SEND YOU 60 BUCKS THIS WEEK AND NEXT WEEK NONE, I DIDNT SAY SHIT TO HIM BUT BOY I WANTED TO TEAR HIS HEAD OFF, I NED THAT MONEY DAMN IT THEN I ASK HIM ARE YOU GOING TO MAKE UP FOR SOME OF IT AND HE SAID I DONT KNOW WE WILL C. I'M SO SICK OF HIS BULL SHIT GAMES I CANT WAIT UNTIL I GET THE STATE TO HELP ME ANDHE GETS ALL HIS SHIT OUT OF HERE AS I AM OVER HIM, BUT I AM JUST AS SWEAT AS HONEY TO HIM WHEN HE CALLS OR COMES ACK SO HE WILL STILL SEND ME THAT MNEY, I DONT CARE I DESERVE IT I AM NOT GOING TO FEEL GUILTY OVER IT THAT BASTARD NEW I WASNT GOING TO BE ABLE TO MAKE IT WITH OUT HIM HERE, AND HE WALKED ON ME ANY WAY, THAT IS A PURE ASS. I SWEAR TO GOD I COULD NEVER DO THAT TO ANYONE NOT EVEN AN ENEMY AND HE JUST GOES ON HIS MERRY LITTLE WAY NOT THINKING HES DONE ANYTHING WRONG AS LONG AS HE IS HAPPY HE THINKS SENDING ME HOME 150 A WEEK WHEN HE CAN IS GOOD OF HIM HAHA, IN FACT I BET HE DONT EVEN THINK TWICE ABOUT WHAT HE DID TO ME. WELL SORRY ABOUT THE BITCHEN BUT MAN I HAVE JUST HAD IT WITH IT ALL I AM SO TIRED OF HURTING PHYSICALLY, ADN THEN WHEN I LAY IN BED ALL DAY EVERY DAY I FEEL LIKE AN ASS THAT I SHOULD BE UP DOING SOMETHING, BUT NO I  LAY THERE LIKE I WORTHLESS CUZ IF I DO ANYTHING I HURT LIKE F/N HELL AND WHEN I GET UP WHEN IFEEL HALF WAY DECENT SOMETIMES I AM BACK IN BED NOT EVEN AN HOUR LATER IN PAIN. SUCKS AND I HATE IT, I BELIEVE IN GEORGE CARLIN WHEN HE SAYS LIFE'S JUST NOT GOOD FOR YOU, LOL IT WAS FUNNY WHEN HE SAID IT. WELL CHICKEN IS READY TO COME OUT OF OVEN SO MAYBE NEXT TIME I RIGHT I WNT BE IN SUCH A HEARTLESS F/N MOOD

PEACE TO YA'LL, WHIITETIIGER